Tuesday, February 06, 2007

It's Been Awhile

What have I been doing?
Wellllllllll, the usual MINI club activities which now seem to involve going to Paul's bar and singing karaoke. Yes, I have been singing. The fans seem to like it. For example, a couple of weeks ago a scary, older biker chick kissed me on the neck after a song. Then this last weekend, a very large and in charge gal told me I was simply beautiful. It's these people who inspire me to continue. Yes, these people.
Biff and I made it through the stupor bowl without breaking up! That was an important milestone, says Janna Banana.
His new townhouse will be ready to house him in a week or so. I am very sad about his imminent departure. I know I am supposed to be all understanding about him moving forward with his life, which has been in limbo for 2 years or so, but I wish he could understand how hard this will be for me. I've become accustomed to his presence. Hopefully we will be ok even with him living 20 minutes away and not around all the time.
What else? I am working on a visionary board. A client of mine told me about this class she is taking at ASU where they discuss the power of positive visualization. It occurred to me that not only am I too pessimistic about the future, but that I had grown completely "satisfied" in the sense that I feel it's wrong to WANT more than I have so I have tried not to NEED more. It is not wrong to want things in life whether they be tangible things or emotional needs. I have decided to "go for it" and make my own board. On it: beach pix (cuz I love the beach and have not seen sand for over 5 years), a really cute house (historic home in Phoenix), a new MINI (for someday), and pix of places I want to visit, like Australia, London, Amsterdam, and Greece. I also included words like love, commitment, peace, etc. Still working on the thing. I know Biff is just rolling his eyes right now, but screw him! :)
This has been wordy so I shall go. I would like you all to think about what would be on YOUR visionary board. Share in my comments if you would like.
Kiss Kiss

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Blogger brianna said...

my visionary board as of this minute (it will most likely change often):

and me in bed, sleeping.

8:25 AM  
Blogger JannaLand said...

very nice dee dee...how bout you me and sugartits escape for a delightful sand-filled beach weekend sometime? oh the trouble we could cause.....it's almost ORGASMIC!
Remember, Janndrew has a timeshare!

9:14 AM  

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